My Spike
by
Black Rapture


My Spike

used to be a nancy poet

accepts it

doesn't like to talk about it

might still jot a few rhymes down from time to time

loves dru

always will

knows she wasn't his sire

knows angelus was

had a fucked up relationship with angelus

doesn't like to talk about it

might like to think about it

hates angel

loves him more

might have a shag with him every now and then

loves buffy

can't figure out why

wishes he didn't

accepts that he has a soul

knows that it might not have been the best idea

fucked darla once

didn't like it enough to do it again

loves cecily

knows a part of him always will

falls in love and stays in love - forever

hates xander

really would kill him if it wouldn't get him in trouble

suspects the kid might have a thing for him

doesn't like to think about it

shagged anya

did it to comfort her and probably wouldn't do it again

wouldn't take it back if he could

misses tara

misses joyce

thinks it's fucked up that the ones he liked are dead

really loved her cocoa

plays big brother to nibblet

thinks she's an irritating, whiny little brat

likes willow sometimes

would still bite her

respects giles

wouldn't admit it

tolerates cordelia

wishes he didn't have to

doesn't really like wesley

likes gunn

likes how he just likes to beat things up

thinks fred is cute

is reminded of his sister

is undecided about lorne

doesn't like the looks he gives him

doesn't know why the fuck he dated harmony

doesn't like to talk about it

liked being chained in the bathtub

would probably do it again

knows that the robot was pathetic

doesn't like to talk about it

wishes buffy would stop being such a self-involved bitch

really did understand dru most of the time

loves it rough

will only let angel top him

tops angel

wouldn't give up his duster for anything

might give it up if his sire asked

doubt he would even then

is a bad ass

is a lover

is a fighter

is a killer

is a punk rocker

is a poet

is a man

has a heart

loves more completely

loves more intensely

loves with his body, mind, and soul

gives you a piece of himself if he loves you

never gets it back

can't help it

is more than anyone can ever know

calls angel peaches for a reason

did some interesting things back in the day involving angelus and peaches