likes twisting people's minds

smokes at least a pack a day, more when he can get it

has no qualms about stealing money for cigarettes

or booze. Which he drinks as frequently as possible.

or just because he wants it.

enjoys fighting almost much as he enjoys fucking.

will fuck anything that holds still long enough. Anywhere.

still has standards, despite the aformentioned will-fuck-anything. Because he may be a slut and a vain bastard, but he's not stupid.

is. not. stupid.

is also not always the sharpest bulb in the bunch.

plays top.

plays bottom.

loves to kiss.

started out as William.

became Spike only partly out of desire.

is a survivor.

wants to be accepted. Hates that he still wants that acceptance.

used to feel sorry for Willow.

loves playing big brother to Dawn.

secretly likes Xander, though he'll never, *ever* admit that where someone can hear.

never loved Buffy. Does respect her.

did love Angel. Still almost does.

was obsessed with Dru. Isn't entirely sure if it was really love, though.

has no idea where Harmony came from.

Respects Giles. But won't say so.

hates the chip. A lot.

has learned to see the good sides of it.

is possibly glad he was chipped.

still wants it out of his head.

Never. Got. A. Soul.

likes being an iconoclast.

likes being known for his sharp wit.

and sharper fighting skills.

dyes his hair every few weeks.

has learned to take very good care of the duster.

as William, loved books and learning. Spike does too. Just hides it.

misses the sun.

misses being warm.

will go to extraordinary lengths to manufacture both those things again.

is kind of a wuss.

isn't a coward.

is very, very practical.

also very hard.

is still a wuss. and sentimental.